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This is a Christopher Chance and Ilsa Pucci fanvid for the Nick Gardner contest.
http://artypartypants.livejournal.com/7526.html to vote
My interpretation of this song, in the context of Human Target, reflects Chance’s conviction that no one can go where he’s been and he would never want anyone to. Where does he “go”? He is tortured by self-recrimination for deeds past and is endlessly searching for redemption. He frequently runs away from the people he cares most about fearing they will be hurt or worse. Until Ilsa. In the end, he keeps her from following in his footsteps….
This amazing song immediately stole my heart and I was over the moon that it was available for use with permission!
Please check out Nick Gardner’s other beautiful music on YouTube.
http://www.youtube.com/user/nrhgardner
Many thanks to him for allowing the use of Where I Go. It was this vidder’s dream of a song. My apologies Nick, if I didn’t quite hit your mark with some of the video transitions!
This vid is dedicated to my friend Magra, a vidder extraordinaire, who helped and encouraged me when I first started. Happy birthday! (This was finished on your birthday but technical issues delay it!)
"Where I Go" (C) 2009
Lyrics, Melody, Music written by Nick Gardner
The hand on the clock chimes, reads me my life line
Then you go and drop that bomb on me
You take a step back, then we can't get back
We're poor and they're expecting a fee.
We're fighting for air, it's not fair...
The Gods are immune to our plea
And I could go further, and commit murder
But tell me then where would I be?
[CHORUS]
Where I Go
Where I Go
There'll be fire that goes blazing on the snow
Where I Go
Where I Go
There'll be fire that goes blazing on the snow
And I know, where I go, isn't somewhere that you can easily see
And I know, where I go, isn't somewhere that you'll ever be
You'll ever be, you'll ever be...
[VERSE 2]
Tell me that story, of your life before me
Go back to it and set yourself free
Erase all the trouble, and then the struggle
Like the struggle to split sand from the sea
There's not enough time, to fix this crime
On the souls hurt so effortlessly
I wish I could be there, or at least not care
Then you wouldn't have to care about me
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE]
When the sky starts turning and it goes back
The sun turns back and the ground cracks
At vanishing point on the broken glass floor
Through the mirror in your mind and the lock on the door
Goes nowhere, you can't go there, or know there, nothing grows there
'Cept your shadow grows smaller and in the blink of an eye
I can't see you anymore
[CHORUS]
You'll ever be, you'll ever be, you'll ever be..
You'll be, you'll be